A brown-haired girl my father wed When I was four years old She kept the hearth and baked the bread And kissed away the cold She sang a melancholy song, A sea song sad and old, And all I wished for was a mother's love When I was four years old. The sage green sea The spring sea The wide and endless April sea The sage green sea The spring sea Oh--It's calling me She bore two sons, my brothers both Before my seventh year, And though her eyes were bright with hope No girl child could she bear. She brushed my hair and decked my clothes And sang the moon's round year And all I wished for was her happiness Before my seventh year. The emerald sea The June sea The wide and endless summer sea The emerald sea The June sea Oh--it's calling me At twelve years old, I sneaked behind And watched my father hide An auburn sealskin, slick with oil Before the rising tide. Oh, mother, mother, what's that skin My father keeps aside? And I wished at twelve that she would never leave But knew she must decide. The gray autumn sea The October sea The wide and endless October sea The gray autumn sea The October sea Oh--it's calling me. And all that night, I watched her watch The water brush the beach, Distracted from the house's sounds, My brothers, and from me. At midnight, when the tide went out, She kissed my father's cheek, Then found where father hid the skin And swam home to the sea. The sky-blue sea The December sea The wide and endless blue winter sea The sky -blue sea The December sea Oh--it's calling me. My brothers grew to selkie men And I a woman grown I keep the house and tend the hearth And live my life alone. My mother and my brothers share A life I've never known, And I, the selkie's stepchild, watch And tend my sticks and stones. Oh, endless sea Unreachable sea The wide, forbidden selkie sea Oh, endless sea Unreachable sea I cannot escape the sea And yet it escapes me. Words by Gwen Knighton Music by Gwen Knighton source: http://www.gwenknighton.com/stepchild.html |